I dreamt of her again last night. I was at a wedding and I left to go find Chris, but instead I found her. I thought of yelling at her if she approached me or said anything as I walked by, but she didn't. So instead I said hi to her, and we talked as usual. Like in every dream. And she was crying and I was apologizing, I think. And she gave me a paper with her schedule written down on it: all the places she would be that week. Finally, we're friends again.
Then I wake up. And think, fuck. What did the paper say.
Where is she.